untitledSo the city is dimming I smoke on the sidewalk and watch the people as they pass enclosed in their cars and on their faces just anger and disappointment I start wishing there was something I could offer them What could I offer them?untitled
So I sit and I smoke I look up at the windows of the buildings and I wonder I wonder what the people inside them are doing How many of them are cooking dinner or feeding their fish How many of them are having sex or breaking up with someone they no longer love How many are crying? or laughing? or loving? &n
the joke's on meThere's smoke in the air tonight The summer heat feels stiffling against my skin I want to feel like I'm moving forward but I keep dwelling on all that I'd be leaving behindthe joke's on me
I want to be able to tell you exactly what I'm feeling without first having to analyze and edit it but I'm not even sure what I'm feeling at all anymore
You're silence is speaking volumes telling me that you wouldn't want to hear what I have to say anyway I'm trying hard not to think of all my past mistakes but they wont stay in the neat little places that I have made for them I'm ashamed of e
City LivingI get lost in the city at night without your voice to tell me where to turn I was never any good with directionsCity Living
I end up wandering the streets illuminated by rows and rows of neon signs I'd board the northbound train if it promised to carry me further away from you
all the nostalgic memories and songs couldn't change my mind now I've been analyzing every word spoken and every promise made slowly extracting the truth, buried and cracked beneath the lies
I know what you've done what your guilty hands have touched I keep going over it again and again in
You Don't Derserve itI never thought that I would get to this point but I guess it's true what they say with time comes healing well these scars are fadingYou Don't Derserve it
You finally got what you wanted you pushed me away so many times that I have given up on returning time and time again you don't own me anymore
I doubt that you even care but one day you'll look around you and I won't be there and you will miss what you threw away
I will be hundreds of miles away discovering my "bigger and better" and you won't be included in that despite what I once thought &nb
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